It is simply the feeling of being overwhelmed. Overwhelmed with the emotion of it all. After a scary pregnancy with many unknowns he was placed into my arms as healthy and as beautiful as can be. Then there was again the overwhelming emotion that came next. The whole emotion of coming to terms with the fact that not only have I been blessed with one little soul to be responsible for but I was blessed all over again with another. Then it was seeing the toddler interact with him. Honestly at first it was somewhat difficult. The toddler was unsure of everything...sometimes frightened by the screaming little bundle basically attached to his mommy. But now? They interact just as well as we could have hoped. The toddler sings to him, tells him he loves him, and slathers him with kisses. Again overwhelming emotion. So this whole time it has just been an overwhelming adjustment but in a good way.
This little precious bean is here though..loved by all. He is growing so fast (faster than his older brother did which I thought was impossible). It seems like this time around time is flying by. It makes me sad. But what doesn't now a days. I am forever hormonal it seems. I guess that's just motherhood right?
He is different from his big brother in many ways. Big brother hated being swaddled...he loves it. At this point he isn't swaddled anymore but loves being cuddled in a big blanket. Big brother can't stand being covered no matter how cold. Big brother always slept in so to speak never an early riser...baby not so much. He is up and ready very early. He came out bigger than big brother to start off with and his growth weight and height wise is faster now as well. Big brother had a low whine when he cried as a baby...this one? He has a loud piercing scream. It is awesome :)
So here he is..our newest little man.
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